Perhaps the greatest
self-emptying we can accomplish is to give our misery, our wretchedness to
God. We often find it useful to hold on
to our suffering, as we can control other people as well as to justify our own actions through complaining, accusing, and judging based on our own pain . This
is really our most absolute trust in God, for if we give up our misery and
wretchedness to Him, what do we have left that is ours? What power of our own do we have left to attempt to control others?
Focusing on the tension and the joy of "breathing with both lungs" of Eastern and Western Christianity, especially from a Franciscan perspective.
Monday, May 11, 2020
Let us lift up our hearts We lift them up to the Lord
"O my Jesus, in thanksgiving for Your many graces, I offer You my body
and soul, intellect and will, and all the sentiments of my heart. Through the
vows, I have given myself entirely to You; I have then nothing more than I can
offer you. Jesus said to me, My daughter, you have not offered Me that
which is really yours. I probed deeply into myself and found that I love
God with all the faculties of my soul and, unable to see what it was that I had
not yet given to the Lord, I asked, “Jesus, tell me what it is, and I will give
it to You at once with a generous heart.” Jesus said to me with kindness, “Daughter, give Me your misery, because it
is your exclusive property”. At that moment, a ray of light illumined my
soul, and I saw the whole abyss of my misery. In that same moment I nestled
close to the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus with so much trust that even if I had
the sins of all the damned weighing on my conscience, I would not have doubted
God’s mercy but, with a heart crushed to dust, I would
have thrown myself into the abyss of Your mercy. I believe, O Jesus, that You
would not reject me, but would absolve me
through the hand of Your representative. (Diary
of Saint Faustina, Entry 1318)
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